very random rumblings..

i say i'll update abt what happen on sat so here i am reporting.

and yes i know uncle robson is only interested in the orchard trip.
so i'll start with that.

uncle robson was right abt me not being able to stay awake after the flyer trip to complete the HR essay.
i had to do the essay on sat morning.
and of coz i din manage to complete it by the time i was suppose to leave the house for orchard.
and so... by 1pm i'm still at home.
so i was late for 1 full hour by the time i reached orchard.
felt really bad. but i really got no time..
we started walking and talking
and honestly i dunno how to shop like that lah.
din enter any shop at all. except kino coz i want to look at books.
then he tell me haven eat lunch yet so we went to eat lunch loh.
i wasnt hungry and my mind is still thinking how i'm going to complete the HR essay on time.
so while he's eating, i took out the notebook and continued writing.
it's very rude i know but i did ask for permission!
he say he dun mind one.
and we say bye bye after lunch.
so by 430 i'm happily on my way back to type out the completed HR essay and
thank God i upload it before CC screams at me. :)

the above is for uncle robson reading pleasure.
which also concluded the first half of my day.

then 7pm zhengling and her bf came to fetch me go for baoguan's bbq at Pasir Ris.
thank you to ZL and her bf!
but then felt a bit out of place coz most of them are seniors whom i dun really know well.
din want to stay till too late so i left together with the young ones.
lucky we all stay in the north. so they din mind sharing cab back with me.

so after this long long day.
i used up all my 笑容配额for both sat and sun.
today just not in the mood to smile at all.
it's tough smiling constantly for other ppl without the heart smile for them.

and today this song caught me.

F.I.R. - 需要你的爱

当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去

排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己

或许你
以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白

我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍
不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排

我会用眼泪
洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来

我需要你的爱
像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖
找不到地方可以逃开

别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待 你的爱

我会等待(我会等待)

你将那些谎言把爱给活埋


我需要你的爱
听着信接近嘶喊的唱，
心突然很痛

我知道我不是你的谁
可是就算是朋友也会互相关心吧？

突然有点泄气
是不是每次都我主动，
所以你可以这样漠不关心？

也不是希望你天天的问候，
但是有时简单的一个“加油”，
可以吗？

我小小的希望有人疼
而且不希望你被被人比下去

为什么我连不高兴都表现的如此卑微？

因为心里很多闷气发泄不出
所以心情很不好。

sometimes i'm glad that i'm a girl.
coz we're entitled to mood swings.

P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo (a lot)