yesterday was ah gong's 1yr anniversary.
时间过得真快。
there's some sort of nostalgic feeling.
somehow it's a different feeling at ah ma's house after ah gong left.
somehow i felt it's a little empty.
and ppl are sort of different.
maybe it's really 我长大了...
but there will always be somethings that doesnt change.
just like the kids still love to play with the walnut curtain hang at the kitchen door.
it use to be my favourite too. =)

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today woke up with a really black 心情
wanted to lift my mood up
so i choose a white tshirt.
but somehow i end up with a black tshirt instead.

i realise i work better in a lousy mood.
got the model done within 1hr plus. finally.

but feel really sorry.
sorry uncle robson.
i think i snapped at you today.
know u're trying to get the report done
but i'm not in the mood.
sorry sorry.

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these 2 days heard a lot of songs...
songs that brought back memories and ....
but i realise i cant put in all the lyrics else my post will be super long...
so i guess i'll just post up one.
i just heard it when i pass by the mid autumn festival celebration at pgp.

因为

总在我家巷口和你分手
彷佛偶像剧一样
觉得我们就要发生些什么
总在回家时候不知所措
想再打电话给你
可是再见刚刚才说
过有一种想要拥抱你的冲动
想静静看着你的笑容让你藏在怀中
直到我每天的尽头

因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
因为有一个梦而执着
因为等一个人而折磨
因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
因为有一个梦而放纵
因为等一个人而漂泊

因为想一个人而寂寞
因为爱一个人而温柔
像夜的朦拢你的深情难懂
我的世界因为你而不同

因为想一个人而解脱
因为爱一个人而宽容
像风的自由你的深情难留
你的背影
是我最美丽的所有

又到中秋节了。
going to spend the festival alone this time.
anyone wants to go carry lantern?
(but actually i prefer to burn candles more. =P)