Opps.. i'm so hook on sad songs...

the sun is bright and sunny outside. quite a rare sight recently.
i've gotten much paler from the lack of sunshine. hahaha.. ppl are saying i look sickly.
no loh.. it's just that i've gotten fairer.
well, a sunny day is suppose to be a day spend outside.
but i'm at home slacking and doing nothing.
suppose to be doing my hydrodynamics tutorial but...
i went surfing blogs and watching tv...
i'm still hook on sad songs.
and i've been looping the same songs no stop...
hahaha.. think my family are going crazy listening to them liao...

思念谁

你知不知道 思念一个人的滋味
就像喝一杯冰冷的水
然后用很长很长的时间

一颗一颗流成热泪

你知不知道 寂寞的滋味
寂寞是因为思念谁

你知不知道 痛苦的滋味
痛苦是因为想忘记谁

你知不知道 忘记一个人的滋味
就像欣赏一种残酷的美
然后用很小很小的声音
告诉自己坚强面对

你知不知道 你知不知道
你知不知道寂寞的滋味
寂寞是因为思念谁

i found this song when i was blog hopping... a really old song and i haven heard it since ages ago...
but it's the type of songs that tugs ur heart whenever u hear it.

隐形人

无论你肯或不肯 我都选择等
等到你结束好久 探险的旅程
要是没有寂寞陪衬 没有途中的灰尘
你怎会向往家门

你越是想要诚恳 其实越残忍
伪装不了你对我 漠视的眼神

你不许我听信永恒
不许我迷信我们
不许我奋不顾身

多想化成隐形的人 掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温 好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼

我想化成隐形的人 隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界 留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

朋友都于心不忍 责备我愚蠢
但他们都回避我 执着的眼神

可知我对爱的虔诚
可知我迷信我们
可知我难得放任

多想化成隐形的人 掩饰我伤痕
给你我的体温 好帮你驱走寒冷
看不见也能感受心疼

我想化成隐形的人 隐藏我的泪在翻滚
我在你凌乱世界 留下的指纹
对你是没心跳的一个吻

heard this song when i was watching stef sun taiwan concert on MTV.
i dunno if i should say i feel it or wad. coz i dunno wat exactly i'm feeling when i hear it.
but i just want to keep immersing myself in the song ba.
so yup.. i've been looping this song none stop..

对普通朋友的问候
界线到底到哪？
接近每天的关怀
让我有点担心
我不想伤害人
字句间浅浅的暗示
我不是不明白
但是我做不到你想要的回应
举重机还没到
还没到来把掉下的树干移走

木头，如果哪天举重机把你移走了。
你会在意吗？
还是你会觉得和你一点关系也没有？

the view outside my window is stunning.
especially the sky..
i dunno why but i love to stare at the sky.
especially on days when it's almost cloudless.
i love the way the sun is shinning down on the buildings.
even though it's hurting my eyes and cause me to see shadows when i look elsewhere.

i can hear the birds chirping when i close my eyes.
i can feel the wind blowing when i stand at the window.
is it the kind of peace ppl look for?

once a while the birds flew by.
and i stare while they flapped their wings.
i stretch out my hand thinking i could touch the sky.
it's so close yet so far.

there's so many colours out there.
green orange purple blue white gold
i wish i could draw it down.
but i'm a lousy painter.

and i'm thinking to myself...
if i can spend so much time writing all the crap here.
shouldnt i be doing my TUTORIAL????