internet seem to be the only connection

weird plus sad.

right and wrong
wrong and right

it's really weird
coz always when it's almost
time to give up
the connection will be back
how can it be so coincidental?

it felt as though it's all a joke.
maybe cupid should buck up on his skills
before attempting to shoot anyone.

coz everything he miss shoot.
someone dies.
hey. it's a shot to the heart leh.
how can not die?

the re-connection brought back the heartbeat.
and it's beating at a unregconised rhythm.

there's a urge to force something out.
but just knew it's not going to work.
coz am just uncomparable to the other one.

the desire to meet is so strong
that it's almost to the point of waiting at the bus stop.
stupid and silly.