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Sunday, March 23, 2008
Saturday, March 22, 2008
what's his problem??? that idiot just have to piss me off.
I AM VERY VERY ANGRY!
so angry that even though i was asleep just now, i had to climb up and blog abt it.
i dun like that groupmate who freaking cant organise things himself!
why the hell cant he voice out that he cant make it at 6pm when we were deciding on the timing to meet?
and why the hell cant he msg the rest of the group and ask if they're ok with the change?
so what that you dont have one of the member's number? can u freaking ask any one of us for it?
u are the idiotic freak who cant take the initiative to get things settled.
i was kind enough to msg the rest and try to settle on a proper timing FOR YOU ok?
now that bcoz i set it on our ORIGINAL timing which u cant make it, then u make the effort to contact the rest.
and freak u come and try scold me for setting it at a later time and make the rest cant go home earlier.
dun come and msg me say u dun understand why i want it at 6pm. and say the rest also want to go home early.
freak i can give u thousand and one reasons why i dun want to come earlier.
and i can also freaking hell dun come at all and u guys will have nothing to practise on.
dun freaking make me pissed to the max and i'll do stunts on u ok!
the meeting is tml and u freaking cant decide to tell us earlier that u want to change timing.
it's not my fault ok.
and dun try to act nice and say i can come at a later time.
coz if i came at a later time u guys will have nothing to practise with!
and when that happen, u are going to blame me again for this and that.
i hate it when ppl make last min changes.
just bcoz u want to go for some special service doesnt mean i have to accomodate ur change ok!
u're not even a christian in the first place.
u're only going coz a girl ask u to go loh.
u think i care abt that?
freaking hell no!
i have no empathy or so called nonsense for someone who cant take charge of his own things.
and freak u make me have to rearrange my own schedule for u!
who do u think u are?
and dun freaking msg ppl after 12 and try to blame them for something which u should have done urself earlier!
u dun want to sleep that's ur own business!
i need my rest ok? damn it!
i am so damn pissed i just want to show that idiot black face tml!
no it's actually later in the day! grrr!
lucky he is not doing the project with just me,else i'll just freaking hell dun make it to the meeting at all.
for goddness sake, he din even contribute much to the project anyway!
i can easily list what the rest had done.
but what has he done?!!?!?
except that 4 pathetic pdf file which he uploaded to the yahoo grp.
he din even bother to type out his interview in a proper word file loh.
and who's the one who had to type it out for him instead?
ME!
so freak!!!!!!!
i am pissed pissed pissed to the max! ANGRY!!!!!!
today would have been a wonderful day if he had not turn it into a terribly lousy ending for me.
freak!
and if i'm a guy, this post would have become full of the 'F'our letter word.
that idiot is damn lucky that i want to be responsible for my work no matter wad. else i'll make sure everyone sink with me for the project.
i dun even want to be understanding with him anymore. not even after knowing his fyp is not going well. coz i just think that it's his own problem for not pushing hard enough.
I CANNNOT STAND HIM! no matter wad!
still ANGRY!
he better pray that my mood will get better after sleep.
FREAK!
so angry that even though i was asleep just now, i had to climb up and blog abt it.
i dun like that groupmate who freaking cant organise things himself!
why the hell cant he voice out that he cant make it at 6pm when we were deciding on the timing to meet?
and why the hell cant he msg the rest of the group and ask if they're ok with the change?
so what that you dont have one of the member's number? can u freaking ask any one of us for it?
u are the idiotic freak who cant take the initiative to get things settled.
i was kind enough to msg the rest and try to settle on a proper timing FOR YOU ok?
now that bcoz i set it on our ORIGINAL timing which u cant make it, then u make the effort to contact the rest.
and freak u come and try scold me for setting it at a later time and make the rest cant go home earlier.
dun come and msg me say u dun understand why i want it at 6pm. and say the rest also want to go home early.
freak i can give u thousand and one reasons why i dun want to come earlier.
and i can also freaking hell dun come at all and u guys will have nothing to practise on.
dun freaking make me pissed to the max and i'll do stunts on u ok!
the meeting is tml and u freaking cant decide to tell us earlier that u want to change timing.
it's not my fault ok.
and dun try to act nice and say i can come at a later time.
coz if i came at a later time u guys will have nothing to practise with!
and when that happen, u are going to blame me again for this and that.
i hate it when ppl make last min changes.
just bcoz u want to go for some special service doesnt mean i have to accomodate ur change ok!
u're not even a christian in the first place.
u're only going coz a girl ask u to go loh.
u think i care abt that?
freaking hell no!
i have no empathy or so called nonsense for someone who cant take charge of his own things.
and freak u make me have to rearrange my own schedule for u!
who do u think u are?
and dun freaking msg ppl after 12 and try to blame them for something which u should have done urself earlier!
u dun want to sleep that's ur own business!
i need my rest ok? damn it!
i am so damn pissed i just want to show that idiot black face tml!
no it's actually later in the day! grrr!
lucky he is not doing the project with just me,else i'll just freaking hell dun make it to the meeting at all.
for goddness sake, he din even contribute much to the project anyway!
i can easily list what the rest had done.
but what has he done?!!?!?
except that 4 pathetic pdf file which he uploaded to the yahoo grp.
he din even bother to type out his interview in a proper word file loh.
and who's the one who had to type it out for him instead?
ME!
so freak!!!!!!!
i am pissed pissed pissed to the max! ANGRY!!!!!!
today would have been a wonderful day if he had not turn it into a terribly lousy ending for me.
freak!
and if i'm a guy, this post would have become full of the 'F'our letter word.
that idiot is damn lucky that i want to be responsible for my work no matter wad. else i'll make sure everyone sink with me for the project.
i dun even want to be understanding with him anymore. not even after knowing his fyp is not going well. coz i just think that it's his own problem for not pushing hard enough.
I CANNNOT STAND HIM! no matter wad!
still ANGRY!
he better pray that my mood will get better after sleep.
FREAK!
Friday, March 21, 2008
me is happy.
just walked back to room from lab.
long day playing with the soil.
虽然一整天冷冷的，
回来的路上却是热热的！
心暖暖的。
sometimes it's just so easy to be contented. hee. :)
life is beautiful.
smelly pig is going to bathe liao... :P
long day playing with the soil.
虽然一整天冷冷的，
回来的路上却是热热的！
心暖暖的。
sometimes it's just so easy to be contented. hee. :)
life is beautiful.
smelly pig is going to bathe liao... :P
Thursday, March 20, 2008
冷
开始有点疲惫了。
为什么你都不关心我的？
今天早上的大雨，冷得不得了。
好希望你能关心我一点，传则简讯告诉我：天气凉了，记得多穿点。披件外套吧。
感觉我一直在一厢情愿，把自己的意愿套在你身上。
你是不是快要不能呼吸?
哈哈哈。。。突然想起恶作剧2吻里，
湘琴哭坐在紧闭的房门外，说的一句：
为什么只有我一个人在哭？你根本不爱我嘛！
看到那一幕，我只懂的跟湘琴一起哭。
感觉自己和湘琴是一样的遭遇。
哈哈哈。。。不过戏里的直树是真的爱着湘琴。
对湘琴的冷和严厉，是为了锻炼湘琴独立。
你对我也是一样的吗？
我不喜欢自己变得如此软弱，
不喜欢自己老是有想见你的念头，
不喜欢自己这样没有安全感。
不喜欢那么那么多的什么什么。。。
却喜欢自己那么地喜欢你。
人就是那么那么的矛盾。
对于这样不知道是怎样的关系，我受不了。
可能骨子里真的就是工程师的性格吧，
就是无法忍耐如此的不清不楚。
我看我真的是被冻坏了！
所以才会有如此多的抱怨。
早上的天气太冷，
来到实验室里的冷气也太冷。
都是我无法控制的冷。
而我也是那么无法控制的想念你。
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
为什么你都不关心我的？
今天早上的大雨，冷得不得了。
好希望你能关心我一点，传则简讯告诉我：天气凉了，记得多穿点。披件外套吧。
感觉我一直在一厢情愿，把自己的意愿套在你身上。
你是不是快要不能呼吸?
哈哈哈。。。突然想起恶作剧2吻里，
湘琴哭坐在紧闭的房门外，说的一句：
为什么只有我一个人在哭？你根本不爱我嘛！
看到那一幕，我只懂的跟湘琴一起哭。
感觉自己和湘琴是一样的遭遇。
哈哈哈。。。不过戏里的直树是真的爱着湘琴。
对湘琴的冷和严厉，是为了锻炼湘琴独立。
你对我也是一样的吗？
我不喜欢自己变得如此软弱，
不喜欢自己老是有想见你的念头，
不喜欢自己这样没有安全感。
不喜欢那么那么多的什么什么。。。
却喜欢自己那么地喜欢你。
人就是那么那么的矛盾。
对于这样不知道是怎样的关系，我受不了。
可能骨子里真的就是工程师的性格吧，
就是无法忍耐如此的不清不楚。
我看我真的是被冻坏了！
所以才会有如此多的抱怨。
早上的天气太冷，
来到实验室里的冷气也太冷。
都是我无法控制的冷。
而我也是那么无法控制的想念你。
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
i actually read hardwarezone! *gasped* O_o
i was too happy over the meeting with prof that i forgot i wanted to blog abt this list uncle robson showed me last nite... hahahaha..
he say he agreed with all... and claimed that normal guys all think so too..
is it true??? :D
28 things about guys
1 Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) - i've nothing against this except for the sentence within the brackets. too mean le ba?
2 Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. - uncle robson say he only agree it's true bcoz of the 2nd part of the sentence.. hahaha..
3 Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. - really???
4 Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him - really??? again...
5 Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. - really??? again*2
6 Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. - how to reassure?
7 Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
8 Guys get jealous easily. - really meh??? uncle robson claimed to be so lah... i wish guys get jealous easily too.. hahaha..
9 Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. - ya loh... looked at the number of ppl complaining to aunt agony here...
10 Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. - sometimes really nvm mah... think so much for wad leh???
11 Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. - really??? again*3... uncle robson says he's like that...
12 A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. - really ah???
13 Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. - how to tell leh?
14 Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. - ya.. sometimes i also think guys think far far far too much for their own good. why cant everything be direct? dun understand just ask loh...
15 Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. - i raise both hands in agreement!!! my aunt agony mailbox is full to the max liao loh... but y they so funny one, ask ah boi for advice...
16 When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." - is it???
17 If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. - is this trying to say guys dun talk serious stuff usually?
18 If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. - sometimes i think same for gers...
19 When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. - oh...
20 When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. - thinking of wat???
21 Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. - i also think so... sobsob... what shld ah boi do then??? :(
22 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. - cant tell.. like the sentence say wad.. problems that cant be seen with naked eyes. like that how will gers know? again i think guys might as well just say it out. share mah...
23 Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. - this one ah... uncle robson say i was popular during internship last time bcoz i'm not a snob... wah.. thanks ah.. wat a comment.. hahaha.. i dun think i can ever be a snob loh...
24 Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. - hahaha.. talk abt wat??? i also want to know!
25 Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. - who will like it leh?
26 If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you. - i think i'm horrible.. i nv even say anything. i disappear.
27 Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. - is it??? sounds like good news to me then? hahahha..
28 When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. - i think this's the sweetest among the whole list.. :)
there's actually a girls version some sort similar.. but then it's
45 things a girl wants but wont ask for.
wah!!!! 45 leh... somehow it shows that gers are more demanding hor??
hahaha.. i went thru the whole list too. but i'll just list out the ones which i agree with.. :)
(erm.. which is quite a lot also.. hahaha.. )
1. Actually talk to her. - girls just like to talk lah. :P
2. Share secrets with her. - it makes her feel special.. :)
3. Give her your jacket. - i like this coz it feels warm! and like kit chan's song 让我像躲在你身体里
4. Kiss her slowly. - sure melt one... :)
5. Hug her. - i love this most! hahaha.. :)
6. Hold her. - hold hands! sense of security.. :)
7. Laugh with her. - isnt it important to be happy together?? :D
8. Invite her somewhere. - girls will be girls.. we just like it that guys take initiatives...
9. Hangout with her and your friends together. - it's nice but then i'm not too sure abt it.. coz i shy mah... :P
10. Smile with her. - show that we're happy mah... :)
11. Take pictures with her. - but then guys dun usually like it.. :(
12. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. - eh.. the 'I love You' part i not very sure whether i like it or not lah.. but again, i like the hug!!! :P
13. Kiss her unexpectedly. - this will definitely melt the ger! but then pls make sure she like u first... or u're already in a relationship. :)
14. Tell her she's beautiful. - who dun like it? guys also like ppl say they handsome mah..
15. Tell her the way you feel about her. - girls are curious animals. we just want to know..
16. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. - very very important to me! last time in sch open too much door for others liao.. so i really like ppl to open door for me.. :)
17. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it. - of coz say it only when u mean it lah...
18. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her. - hahaha.. again i like the hug part so i keep this in the list.. :)
19. Make her feel loved. - easily said than done... but girls like it and want it lah...
20. Kiss her in front of OTHER girlsyou know!! - hahaha.. PDA! sometimes it's the thrill.. :P
21. Don't lie to HER. - this is ultra super duper IMPORTANT.
22. DON'T cheat on her. - another rule that shld nv be violated! it's very hurting.
23. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her. - this is very sweet! but maybe too difficult for guys to maintain.
24. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you. - this is really sweet and touching. to know there's always someone there for u.
25. Hold her close when she's cold soshe can hold YOU too. - i like this! :)
26. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her. - hee.. i like! :)
27. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY. - eh.. i like the first part. but then the kiss part behind... hmmm... nice is nice lah.. but then like that how to watch movie??
28. When people DISS her, stand up forher. - it's the same as being there for her loh...
29. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her. -eh.. i think it's sweet lah.. but then sometimes it's too 肉麻 to hear it...
30. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. - erm... very 'romantic' but then i only like the part abt listening to the heartbeat.
31. When walking next to each other grab her HAND. - woohoo~ guys who take initiative is the best!
32. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible. - i simply couldnt resist hugs! :)
33. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS. - nice lah.. but again i think too difficult for guys to maintain.
34. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears. - if guys see girl cry dun just stand there...
35. Take her for LONG walks at night. - super romantic! especially for ppl who like to walk.. :)
36. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her. - hahaha.. just think it's quite nice lah..
hahaha... wat a long post... just find it interesting lah...
whoever that can finish reading it till here, is amazing! :)
all this talking abt guys and girls make me missed someone lots!
i miss you i miss you i miss you. :)
u know who u are.. :)
he say he agreed with all... and claimed that normal guys all think so too..
is it true??? :D
28 things about guys
1 Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them! (oh yeah..you're not "popular" if you've slept with more than 6 guys..you're a HOE) - i've nothing against this except for the sentence within the brackets. too mean le ba?
2 Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about. - uncle robson say he only agree it's true bcoz of the 2nd part of the sentence.. hahaha..
3 Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. - really???
4 Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him - really??? again...
5 Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. - really??? again*2
6 Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved. - how to reassure?
7 Don't talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend.
8 Guys get jealous easily. - really meh??? uncle robson claimed to be so lah... i wish guys get jealous easily too.. hahaha..
9 Guys are more emotional than they'd like people to think. - ya loh... looked at the number of ppl complaining to aunt agony here...
10 Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out. - sometimes really nvm mah... think so much for wad leh???
11 Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like. - really??? again*3... uncle robson says he's like that...
12 A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you. - really ah???
13 Guys love you more than you love them if they are serious in your relationships. - how to tell leh?
14 Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant. - ya.. sometimes i also think guys think far far far too much for their own good. why cant everything be direct? dun understand just ask loh...
15 Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys. Because most guys think alike, so if one guy's confused, then we're all confused. - i raise both hands in agreement!!! my aunt agony mailbox is full to the max liao loh... but y they so funny one, ask ah boi for advice...
16 When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me." - is it???
17 If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up. - is this trying to say guys dun talk serious stuff usually?
18 If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is never around when you're with your boyfriend, he's probably jealous and likes you. - sometimes i think same for gers...
19 When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them. - oh...
20 When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something. - thinking of wat???
21 Guys don't like girls who punch harder than they do. - i also think so... sobsob... what shld ah boi do then??? :(
22 A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes. - cant tell.. like the sentence say wad.. problems that cant be seen with naked eyes. like that how will gers know? again i think guys might as well just say it out. share mah...
23 Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily. - this one ah... uncle robson say i was popular during internship last time bcoz i'm not a snob... wah.. thanks ah.. wat a comment.. hahaha.. i dun think i can ever be a snob loh...
24 Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys. - hahaha.. talk abt wat??? i also want to know!
25 Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even more. - who will like it leh?
26 If you are going to reject a guy, just do it. Don't say they are like a brother or just good friends, it just hurts even more. Tell them that you aren't interested in a relationship and they will respect you. - i think i'm horrible.. i nv even say anything. i disappear.
27 Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them. - is it??? sounds like good news to me then? hahahha..
28 When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible. - i think this's the sweetest among the whole list.. :)
there's actually a girls version some sort similar.. but then it's
45 things a girl wants but wont ask for.
wah!!!! 45 leh... somehow it shows that gers are more demanding hor??
hahaha.. i went thru the whole list too. but i'll just list out the ones which i agree with.. :)
(erm.. which is quite a lot also.. hahaha.. )
1. Actually talk to her. - girls just like to talk lah. :P
2. Share secrets with her. - it makes her feel special.. :)
3. Give her your jacket. - i like this coz it feels warm! and like kit chan's song 让我像躲在你身体里
4. Kiss her slowly. - sure melt one... :)
5. Hug her. - i love this most! hahaha.. :)
6. Hold her. - hold hands! sense of security.. :)
7. Laugh with her. - isnt it important to be happy together?? :D
8. Invite her somewhere. - girls will be girls.. we just like it that guys take initiatives...
9. Hangout with her and your friends together. - it's nice but then i'm not too sure abt it.. coz i shy mah... :P
10. Smile with her. - show that we're happy mah... :)
11. Take pictures with her. - but then guys dun usually like it.. :(
12. When she says she loves you more,deny it. Fight back. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her. - eh.. the 'I love You' part i not very sure whether i like it or not lah.. but again, i like the hug!!! :P
13. Kiss her unexpectedly. - this will definitely melt the ger! but then pls make sure she like u first... or u're already in a relationship. :)
14. Tell her she's beautiful. - who dun like it? guys also like ppl say they handsome mah..
15. Tell her the way you feel about her. - girls are curious animals. we just want to know..
16. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman. - very very important to me! last time in sch open too much door for others liao.. so i really like ppl to open door for me.. :)
17. Tell her she's your everything -only if you mean it. - of coz say it only when u mean it lah...
18. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT-so just hug her. - hahaha.. again i like the hug part so i keep this in the list.. :)
19. Make her feel loved. - easily said than done... but girls like it and want it lah...
20. Kiss her in front of OTHER girlsyou know!! - hahaha.. PDA! sometimes it's the thrill.. :P
21. Don't lie to HER. - this is ultra super duper IMPORTANT.
22. DON'T cheat on her. - another rule that shld nv be violated! it's very hurting.
23. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her. - this is very sweet! but maybe too difficult for guys to maintain.
24. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you. - this is really sweet and touching. to know there's always someone there for u.
25. Hold her close when she's cold soshe can hold YOU too. - i like this! :)
26. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her. - hee.. i like! :)
27. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY. - eh.. i like the first part. but then the kiss part behind... hmmm... nice is nice lah.. but then like that how to watch movie??
28. When people DISS her, stand up forher. - it's the same as being there for her loh...
29. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her. -eh.. i think it's sweet lah.. but then sometimes it's too 肉麻 to hear it...
30. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart. Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you. - erm... very 'romantic' but then i only like the part abt listening to the heartbeat.
31. When walking next to each other grab her HAND. - woohoo~ guys who take initiative is the best!
32. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible. - i simply couldnt resist hugs! :)
33. Call or text her at night to wishher SWEET DREAMS. - nice lah.. but again i think too difficult for guys to maintain.
34. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears. - if guys see girl cry dun just stand there...
35. Take her for LONG walks at night. - super romantic! especially for ppl who like to walk.. :)
36. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her. - hahaha.. just think it's quite nice lah..
hahaha... wat a long post... just find it interesting lah...
whoever that can finish reading it till here, is amazing! :)
all this talking abt guys and girls make me missed someone lots!
i miss you i miss you i miss you. :)
u know who u are.. :)
今天淋雨了
happy happy happy!
finish another meeting with prof over my fyp. :)
this time is much much better...
dun feel depressed like the other time.. :)
no more 'eh eh eh...'
i manage to answer his qns and talk abt my project!
hee.. got improvement! :)
and prof leung is super duper nice!
going to work harder and harder for fyp! :)
now got motivation liao.. hee.. :)
but first, going to work hard in lab now.
hahaha.. i'm typing this post from geotech lab. :P
jia you jia you! :)
and when i'm walking back from prof leung's office,
我淋雨了！
it's been a while since i walk in the rain already...
feels really good. :)
but then hor...
how come it never rain when i'm out with da shu???
it would be romantic to share umbrella with him. :D
the rain formed a huge mist...
i cant even see the yard clearly.. O_o
okok... stop dreaming le...
work work work!!! :)
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
finish another meeting with prof over my fyp. :)
this time is much much better...
dun feel depressed like the other time.. :)
no more 'eh eh eh...'
i manage to answer his qns and talk abt my project!
hee.. got improvement! :)
and prof leung is super duper nice!
going to work harder and harder for fyp! :)
now got motivation liao.. hee.. :)
but first, going to work hard in lab now.
hahaha.. i'm typing this post from geotech lab. :P
jia you jia you! :)
and when i'm walking back from prof leung's office,
我淋雨了！
it's been a while since i walk in the rain already...
feels really good. :)
but then hor...
how come it never rain when i'm out with da shu???
it would be romantic to share umbrella with him. :D
the rain formed a huge mist...
i cant even see the yard clearly.. O_o
okok... stop dreaming le...
work work work!!! :)
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
aunt agony is in agony...
gosh... why are there so many ppl asking me for love advice?
does talking to me gives them courage?
asking a 'ah boi' to guess what a typical girl thinks is a torture.
bcoz i've no idea. i've only know the sorts of weird ideas i have for myself.
headache... i think i ate too much chocolate and have not enough sleep..
hopefully it doesnt develop to a fever.
i pray for my fren's success so that he will not call me up again later.
who can i ask for my own?
does talking to me gives them courage?
asking a 'ah boi' to guess what a typical girl thinks is a torture.
bcoz i've no idea. i've only know the sorts of weird ideas i have for myself.
headache... i think i ate too much chocolate and have not enough sleep..
hopefully it doesnt develop to a fever.
i pray for my fren's success so that he will not call me up again later.
who can i ask for my own?
pain... :(
常常觉得脑袋的记忆容量太少，所以拼命地把大大小小的事都写下来。
感觉自己越来越像只金鱼，很多东西都记不牢。
害怕将来如果有一天失忆或是老人痴呆，就失去经历过的一切一切。
宿舍房门太重，昨晚手指在关节处被狠狠地夹住。
真的和uncle robson 是好朋友，现在终于能够了解他那时被铁片压到手指的痛。
肿了黑青了。痛痛痛！:(
今天穿了一套好看的top with bottom，
可是自拍拍不到，改次再多穿好了。:P
U频道-传闻中的七公主真的好好看！
每一次都边看边哭，太感动人了。
明天又要到lab去。
神啊！保佑我不要在受伤了！
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
感觉自己越来越像只金鱼，很多东西都记不牢。
害怕将来如果有一天失忆或是老人痴呆，就失去经历过的一切一切。
宿舍房门太重，昨晚手指在关节处被狠狠地夹住。
真的和uncle robson 是好朋友，现在终于能够了解他那时被铁片压到手指的痛。
肿了黑青了。痛痛痛！:(
今天穿了一套好看的top with bottom，
可是自拍拍不到，改次再多穿好了。:P
U频道-传闻中的七公主真的好好看！
每一次都边看边哭，太感动人了。
明天又要到lab去。
神啊！保佑我不要在受伤了！
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Monday, March 17, 2008
365th post & 201则
i really have to blogged abt this weekend coz many many things happened.
hahahaha...
sat:
had petroleum makeup lecture. lunch at prof palmer's place. dinner at airport. JEFF CHANG'S CONCERT!
bcoz we missed one lec before mid term break, we had to make up for it on sat.
it's on evironmental issues related to the petroleum industry.
but the thing worth mentioning is...
i actually read one of the book prof palmer recommended in class before!!!
hahaha.. feeling a little proud of myself for that. :P
coz i dun ever had a chance to have read any books the professors introduce before any lectures.
so it's a FIRST! :)
after class we walked over to prof palmer's place at kent vale for lunch!
prof palmer is super duper nice to invite us to his house!
and i love the view from his place lots lots!!!
his window is big and wide!
then, prof palmer's wife is pretty and nice!
she's old already lah.. but she the type whom i felt aged gracefully. :)
and she's really warm to us students. :)
prof palmer is a interesting person.
hahaha.. i think he's a natural academic who gets intrigue by people or things that's foreign to him.
i'm still quite surprised that he bothers to try make small talk with me and actually to the extent of ignoring kiat hui the best student! :P
but then hor... i dun look like singaporean is it???
even prof palmer asked whether i'm singaporean... :(
anyway, i think prof palmer and his wife is such a loving couple.
i can feel it from the way prof palmer always mention his wife in class.. :)
and the respect that his wife gives him from the interaction at his house. :)
i wished i'll grow old with that someone and stay as loving as them! :)
it's such a sweet thing... :)
ok... after the lunch i rushed home to put down stuff and change.
i din had much clothes to choose from coz i never iron any.
so no choice had to wear the spag which 害me 走光 at cac camp dinner nite. :(
lucky this time i've got the small black jacket to hold it in place.
wonder how on earth did i got persuded to buy this piece last time... hmmm...
well, no time to do much preparation coz i'm already running late to meet cousin already...
so it's just light makeup and out of the house i go...
finally reached the airport after many many checks... saw a few pretty cute custom police. :P
but anyway, that's not important.
the special event in airport is that:
i ate popeyes chicken for the FIRST time!
hahaha.. that make me sound quite sua ku hor?
funny that i've been to the airport so many times but i nv went up to eat it even once...
but anyway, it's really nice! comparable to kfc... :D
and then it's finally time for the concert!!! wee!!!~~~
all i can say is it's fantastic! time passed by so fast that i din want the concert to end!
the combination of ochestra with jeff's voice is almost perfect!
hahahaha...
but then wat's with his maggie mee hairstyle???
jeff is really getting a bit old le... first some of the pics i took got double chin, then i saw a small tummy and he voice wasnt as good as before le...
some of the songs he sounded a little too stretched... but it's ok, the concert is still good good good~!!! :)
I HEART JEFF CHANG! hahaha...
the whole concert was themed with different art eras... and there's actually screens at the back of the stage showing famous art pieces. and the following is my FAVOURITE!
Gustav Klimt's Stoclet Frise : Fullfilment
i know the artist is more famous for his other piece 'The Kiss'. but i really like this piece. and 阿哲 was singing 做你的男人 while this piece was in the background.
the feeling which this painting gave me was simply too great... i want to be hug so tightly too.. :)and this piece is so colourful that together in this scenario gave me a very 幸福feeling. :)
there's actually a lot of feeling i felt throughout the concert by it's really kind of difficult to elaborate with words.
i sort of think this concert is most suitable for lovers. :)
took some videos and post it up on youtube le.. :)
(does youtube always take so long to get the videos posted??? i spent the whole nite!)
but then my hands were a little shaky sometimes... the spiky hair sitting in front of me kept wanting to stick his head into my videos... and i was singing horribly behind the camera...
so if u think u can tahan all these,
go here: http://www.youtube.com/user/giam85
(uncle robson, if ur fren want to watch, u can let her know too! hahaha.. )
anyway i did took photos of 阿哲 in all his different costumes... :P
lazy to upload all one by one here. so i posted all on my facebook photo album already.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=18600&id=634699036
not sure if this link will work but it should be easy for u all to check out my facebook and click urself lah..
the concert brought back all my memories for 阿哲's songs... think this wk is going to be intensive looping of all his songs liao.. :)
sometimes memories are so strong u cant wipe them off...
Sunday:
sunday is my favourite day of the week.
hee... went out with da shu to tampines mall!
hahaha... thank God this time i din make him wait. even though i was late myself.. :P
i also dunno how, although we agree to walk walk at tampines mall... i end up walk walk -ing the building myself.
hahaha. but i did accomplish my mission for that day which is to buy hair clips!
din get to see clothes though.. but nvm lah.. see le also no money to buy... :P
i din really know why i wanted to go tampines. just haven went there since more than a year ago... want go see how the place had change ba...
but it's interesting. i got to visit the quiet corner of TM. nv went there before.. :P
anyway, accompanied da shu to sim lim and we took our first bus ride together.. :)
it's a pity now we use ezlink on bus.. if not i could have kept the bus ticket. :P
i'm still pretty amazed by how he knew all the places in the building so well...
and then i dun see what's wrong with spending time in there.
i find myself pretty fasinated by the things they have over there.
just sadly i'm dunno enough computer stuff, so many things appear foreign.
but that's precisely what so fasinating abt the shops there.
there's simply so much to learn!
hmmm... going out with him always usually confirm i'll go home with a expanded stomach!
seriously i dunno how he find space to stomach everything. :P
especially including the drinks...
although recently i'm in the 'constantly hungry' state. but i still cant keep up. bleah!
growing fatter and fatter liao... hahaha.. :P
and i'm getting more and more vain liao...
went out without makeup coz i thought just going tampines so nvm...
if i knew i'll step into town, i'll make sure i cover myself fully with the power...
hahahah... like cousin and me always say: we've reached the age that we dun feel comfortable showing our bare face to ppl already...
and i feel that my face look far too pale without anything on.. bleah!
i did have lots that i want to blog abt, abt the topics thta we chat abt and little things that happened.
but it's getting difficult to structure them into words.
i know wat i want to talk abt in the brain but couldnt translate them into words.
it's just like when i take photographs, i try to squeeze everything i see with my eyes into the picture.
but da shu taught me yesterday that there's no need to fit everything within the limited space.
it's sufficient to just fit those that could convey the mood within the picture.
i guess it's the same with blogging.
i dun really have to write all the nitty gritty details.
i write those bcoz i want ppl to know everything that happen to me.
but think i'll try to change.
for better or worst, who knows? :)
i love going out with da shu.
there's always so much i could learn from him .
oh i almost forgot! something calls for some sort of celebration!
this is my 365th post.
although it took me more than 1yr to achieve this, i'm still glad that i did.
and i accumulate 201 of something which means i've reach the level target.
shall look forward to the arrival of the 300th. :)
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
hahahaha...
sat:
had petroleum makeup lecture. lunch at prof palmer's place. dinner at airport. JEFF CHANG'S CONCERT!
bcoz we missed one lec before mid term break, we had to make up for it on sat.
it's on evironmental issues related to the petroleum industry.
but the thing worth mentioning is...
i actually read one of the book prof palmer recommended in class before!!!
hahaha.. feeling a little proud of myself for that. :P
coz i dun ever had a chance to have read any books the professors introduce before any lectures.
so it's a FIRST! :)
after class we walked over to prof palmer's place at kent vale for lunch!
prof palmer is super duper nice to invite us to his house!
and i love the view from his place lots lots!!!
his window is big and wide!
then, prof palmer's wife is pretty and nice!
she's old already lah.. but she the type whom i felt aged gracefully. :)
and she's really warm to us students. :)
prof palmer is a interesting person.
hahaha.. i think he's a natural academic who gets intrigue by people or things that's foreign to him.
i'm still quite surprised that he bothers to try make small talk with me and actually to the extent of ignoring kiat hui the best student! :P
but then hor... i dun look like singaporean is it???
even prof palmer asked whether i'm singaporean... :(
anyway, i think prof palmer and his wife is such a loving couple.
i can feel it from the way prof palmer always mention his wife in class.. :)
and the respect that his wife gives him from the interaction at his house. :)
i wished i'll grow old with that someone and stay as loving as them! :)
it's such a sweet thing... :)
ok... after the lunch i rushed home to put down stuff and change.
i din had much clothes to choose from coz i never iron any.
so no choice had to wear the spag which 害me 走光 at cac camp dinner nite. :(
lucky this time i've got the small black jacket to hold it in place.
wonder how on earth did i got persuded to buy this piece last time... hmmm...
well, no time to do much preparation coz i'm already running late to meet cousin already...
so it's just light makeup and out of the house i go...
finally reached the airport after many many checks... saw a few pretty cute custom police. :P
but anyway, that's not important.
the special event in airport is that:
i ate popeyes chicken for the FIRST time!
hahaha.. that make me sound quite sua ku hor?
funny that i've been to the airport so many times but i nv went up to eat it even once...
but anyway, it's really nice! comparable to kfc... :D
and then it's finally time for the concert!!! wee!!!~~~
all i can say is it's fantastic! time passed by so fast that i din want the concert to end!
the combination of ochestra with jeff's voice is almost perfect!
hahahaha...
but then wat's with his maggie mee hairstyle???
jeff is really getting a bit old le... first some of the pics i took got double chin, then i saw a small tummy and he voice wasnt as good as before le...
some of the songs he sounded a little too stretched... but it's ok, the concert is still good good good~!!! :)
I HEART JEFF CHANG! hahaha...
the whole concert was themed with different art eras... and there's actually screens at the back of the stage showing famous art pieces. and the following is my FAVOURITE!
Gustav Klimt's Stoclet Frise : Fullfilment
i know the artist is more famous for his other piece 'The Kiss'. but i really like this piece. and 阿哲 was singing 做你的男人 while this piece was in the background.
the feeling which this painting gave me was simply too great... i want to be hug so tightly too.. :)and this piece is so colourful that together in this scenario gave me a very 幸福feeling. :)
there's actually a lot of feeling i felt throughout the concert by it's really kind of difficult to elaborate with words.
i sort of think this concert is most suitable for lovers. :)
took some videos and post it up on youtube le.. :)
(does youtube always take so long to get the videos posted??? i spent the whole nite!)
but then my hands were a little shaky sometimes... the spiky hair sitting in front of me kept wanting to stick his head into my videos... and i was singing horribly behind the camera...
so if u think u can tahan all these,
go here: http://www.youtube.com/user/giam85
(uncle robson, if ur fren want to watch, u can let her know too! hahaha.. )
anyway i did took photos of 阿哲 in all his different costumes... :P
lazy to upload all one by one here. so i posted all on my facebook photo album already.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=18600&id=634699036
not sure if this link will work but it should be easy for u all to check out my facebook and click urself lah..
the concert brought back all my memories for 阿哲's songs... think this wk is going to be intensive looping of all his songs liao.. :)
sometimes memories are so strong u cant wipe them off...
Sunday:
sunday is my favourite day of the week.
hee... went out with da shu to tampines mall!
hahaha... thank God this time i din make him wait. even though i was late myself.. :P
i also dunno how, although we agree to walk walk at tampines mall... i end up walk walk -ing the building myself.
hahaha. but i did accomplish my mission for that day which is to buy hair clips!
din get to see clothes though.. but nvm lah.. see le also no money to buy... :P
i din really know why i wanted to go tampines. just haven went there since more than a year ago... want go see how the place had change ba...
but it's interesting. i got to visit the quiet corner of TM. nv went there before.. :P
anyway, accompanied da shu to sim lim and we took our first bus ride together.. :)
it's a pity now we use ezlink on bus.. if not i could have kept the bus ticket. :P
i'm still pretty amazed by how he knew all the places in the building so well...
and then i dun see what's wrong with spending time in there.
i find myself pretty fasinated by the things they have over there.
just sadly i'm dunno enough computer stuff, so many things appear foreign.
but that's precisely what so fasinating abt the shops there.
there's simply so much to learn!
hmmm... going out with him always usually confirm i'll go home with a expanded stomach!
seriously i dunno how he find space to stomach everything. :P
especially including the drinks...
although recently i'm in the 'constantly hungry' state. but i still cant keep up. bleah!
growing fatter and fatter liao... hahaha.. :P
and i'm getting more and more vain liao...
went out without makeup coz i thought just going tampines so nvm...
if i knew i'll step into town, i'll make sure i cover myself fully with the power...
hahahah... like cousin and me always say: we've reached the age that we dun feel comfortable showing our bare face to ppl already...
and i feel that my face look far too pale without anything on.. bleah!
i did have lots that i want to blog abt, abt the topics thta we chat abt and little things that happened.
but it's getting difficult to structure them into words.
i know wat i want to talk abt in the brain but couldnt translate them into words.
it's just like when i take photographs, i try to squeeze everything i see with my eyes into the picture.
but da shu taught me yesterday that there's no need to fit everything within the limited space.
it's sufficient to just fit those that could convey the mood within the picture.
i guess it's the same with blogging.
i dun really have to write all the nitty gritty details.
i write those bcoz i want ppl to know everything that happen to me.
but think i'll try to change.
for better or worst, who knows? :)
i love going out with da shu.
there's always so much i could learn from him .
oh i almost forgot! something calls for some sort of celebration!
this is my 365th post.
although it took me more than 1yr to achieve this, i'm still glad that i did.
and i accumulate 201 of something which means i've reach the level target.
shall look forward to the arrival of the 300th. :)
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Friday, March 14, 2008
if only the dream is real...
if my dream is real
i'll be the happiest girl on earth.
that's why i kept on sleeping to keep the dream going,
even though my favourite SUN is out today again. :)
sometimes ppl just like to stay in dream even though it's just a fantasy.
but then i've no idea why these few mornings i kept getting woke up by people's sms.
Arghh.... why at times when i want to be dreaming???
and **** lah... i am not aunt agony! i dun and cant help u really.
haiz... sometimes it's just difficult to get that into ppl's head.
maybe my temper is getting shorter.
i dunno why i'm getting so irrtated.
when i know he just want an outlet to vent his sorrows.
but then again... i'm not exactly the best candidate for that leh...
his ex has much much more priority in my list than him.
and that make me freaking cant understand why i'm being chose to be complained to.
haiya... cant be bothered.
anyway, my room is terribly cold at nite lah!!!
i tot i 'on aircon' last nite loh...
had to wrap myself up like a cocoon and the body just 瑟缩成一个球...
冻死我了!!!
but then i've got very nice dream last nite so i'm not complaining... heehee... :P
Sunday is simply such a difficult day to get someone out.
4 out of 9 Liverpool matches (till May) is on sunday.
maybe i should be thankful that at least their matches are on quite 正常 timings
so the matches on saturday dun spill over to sunday?
haiz... i shouldnt be worrying over such things.
Better start working on my assignments.. busy weekend coming! :)
我要认真惜福，人家已经很迁就我了。
所以不可以发太多牢骚哦！:) *100
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
i'll be the happiest girl on earth.
that's why i kept on sleeping to keep the dream going,
even though my favourite SUN is out today again. :)
sometimes ppl just like to stay in dream even though it's just a fantasy.
but then i've no idea why these few mornings i kept getting woke up by people's sms.
Arghh.... why at times when i want to be dreaming???
and **** lah... i am not aunt agony! i dun and cant help u really.
haiz... sometimes it's just difficult to get that into ppl's head.
maybe my temper is getting shorter.
i dunno why i'm getting so irrtated.
when i know he just want an outlet to vent his sorrows.
but then again... i'm not exactly the best candidate for that leh...
his ex has much much more priority in my list than him.
and that make me freaking cant understand why i'm being chose to be complained to.
haiya... cant be bothered.
anyway, my room is terribly cold at nite lah!!!
i tot i 'on aircon' last nite loh...
had to wrap myself up like a cocoon and the body just 瑟缩成一个球...
冻死我了!!!
but then i've got very nice dream last nite so i'm not complaining... heehee... :P
Sunday is simply such a difficult day to get someone out.
4 out of 9 Liverpool matches (till May) is on sunday.
maybe i should be thankful that at least their matches are on quite 正常 timings
so the matches on saturday dun spill over to sunday?
haiz... i shouldnt be worrying over such things.
Better start working on my assignments.. busy weekend coming! :)
我要认真惜福，人家已经很迁就我了。
所以不可以发太多牢骚哦！:) *100
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Thursday, March 13, 2008
my hands and feet are freezing...
back from the NetworkONE reception.
this is so not the place for us offshore student.
more than half of the room is shipping related industry.
hahaha..
the only companies we talked to are the usual few.
keppel, sembcorp, st marine.
din even need to fill up forms anymore.
some of them even remember our faces. hahhaha..
the pic show the sticker they made us paste on ourselves.
and the bag they gave us when we left.
all i can say abt this organisation is that
they are very rich.
but i'm not impressed.
thought there could be better management of the event ba.
it din look as glam or important as i thought it would be.
afterall they seem to have spent much effort in preparation.
anyway, the event was good for us offshore student to network among ourselves lah.
some of our juniors came too
so we chit chat a bit. hahaha...
weyling and edina came too!
so we three girls had so much fun creating a din as we're laughing like crazy at the side of the reception. :P
anyway, talked abt something else.
i think uncle robson is really a very sweet guy.
i heard all the effort that he is willing to do for his special someone i also touched.
hope he's successful in his life long project.
and dun always think of the negative side.. be more POSITIVE!
uncle robson JIA YOU! :)
oh on a even happier mode,
MPA approved our internship allowance le!!!!!
which means money did drop from the sky.. heeheehee...
happy happy happy.
ok.. i sound very money minded. hahahahahaha..
but then i got a bit pissed when one of my classmate came and talked to me abt it.
maybe i'm biased. but i dun understand how he could talk in such a irritating way.
haiz...
hmmm... i've no idea but suddenly this thought came into my mind.
飞蛾扑火...
i check the online dictionary and the chinese one is:自取灭亡
i like the english one better. it's a little more romantic: to flirt with death
and then attached to the explanation is this little poem:
我在苦苦寻找
一个光明的城堡
为我驱散黑暗
让我安心依靠
我在苦苦寻找
一个温暖的怀抱
可以抵挡寒风
可以相守到老
传说中在心心相印的地方
有个光明的城堡
那里洋溢幸福
就像祥光普照
传说中那真心相爱的恋人
都有温暖的怀抱
他们相信真爱
可以天荒地老
我不顾一切
闯进你的城堡
就算熊熊烈火会将我燃烧
我闭上双眼
投向你的怀抱
就让熊熊烈火来将我燃烧
甘心忍受 爱的煎熬
甘心承受 爱的烧烤
好不好 天知道
天有情 天亦老
只是我 死也不逃
of coz ppl wouldnt consider it as a very fantastic piece.
i dun think it's very good either.
but it's the idea behind it.
to throw urself into a fantasy even though u know it's going to be torture.
weyling just now said it's especially the torture of "not knowing", that's sweet in a pair which has yet developed into couple.
however, uncle robson say we engineers want precise answers.
i wish there's a space in between.
for it doesnt seem to be so easy for me anymore.
always, when it's cold and dark outside
my hands and feet will freeze..
wouldnt it be nice to have someone to hold my hands
and snuggle with me under the blankets in bed
to keep me warm? :)
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Finally there's SUN!!!
ok... not really. there's sun in the morning
but rain in the afternoon..
kept seeing lightning flashing in front of my window...
but it's good enough!
at least i've seen the sun and feel it! hee... :)
thanks to uncle yix who woke me up with an sms asking for struc 2 lab report. :P
anyway, uncle robson seem rather troubled recently.
he's blogging more than i am within a day!!!
that's really rare...
but anyway, he posted 古巨基's 好想好想 and it led me to watch other videos lah.. :P
found this song which i think is quite nice.
but rather sad...
伤追人
伤追人 - 古巨基
作曲：側田(On Your Mark)
填詞：林夕
編曲/監製：雷頌德/Ted Lo
本應打九九九可以求助
無奈你不是像持刀傷害我
我到底驚慌什麼
為了分居只好請你留坐
誰料你竟脅持他當陪坐
如像一把掌摑我
知了電腦雜誌 舊信合照 護照尚有一個電爐 欠你這麼多
要他幫手也太絕吧
讓我欣賞他怎羞辱我
＊ 我最多 把軀殼暫時就當不屬我
麻木去受你 最後重擊一趟
怕什麼 我堅拒為情敵駁火
原來傷懂追我 不必去躲 ＊
或者他好得必須要炫耀
無奈我的劫後餘生都賠掉
寧願以後不見了
給你大我辱我累我害我話我問我一切事情
已了結清楚
我只想禱告看命運
還能想得出怎虧待我
傷口早已忘我 分開得夠清楚？
there's also the english version which i tot is nicer.
and i think some parts of the lyrics is quite touching.
but it seems that the lyrics doesnt really goes with the melody.
it sound like a chinese song forced into english.
but maybe that's due to the singer's voice.
dun think i'll post the video here.
but here's the url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5aQHYZvPkq4
and i check out 古巨基's 我自问again.
this time i watch the mtv together while listening.
and i changed my opinion abt the song.
the song is nice. and the lyrics is pretty good too.
i've no idea when i tot it's not nice the last time.
now i especially like the lines when he sing:
憑好心專心真心小心愛到你多放任
and
唯一懂忠心苦心不懂對你放膽去問
ok... off to iron my clothes...
but rain in the afternoon..
kept seeing lightning flashing in front of my window...
but it's good enough!
at least i've seen the sun and feel it! hee... :)
thanks to uncle yix who woke me up with an sms asking for struc 2 lab report. :P
anyway, uncle robson seem rather troubled recently.
he's blogging more than i am within a day!!!
that's really rare...
but anyway, he posted 古巨基's 好想好想 and it led me to watch other videos lah.. :P
found this song which i think is quite nice.
but rather sad...
伤追人
伤追人 - 古巨基
作曲：側田(On Your Mark)
填詞：林夕
編曲/監製：雷頌德/Ted Lo
本應打九九九可以求助
無奈你不是像持刀傷害我
我到底驚慌什麼
為了分居只好請你留坐
誰料你竟脅持他當陪坐
如像一把掌摑我
知了電腦雜誌 舊信合照 護照尚有一個電爐 欠你這麼多
要他幫手也太絕吧
讓我欣賞他怎羞辱我
＊ 我最多 把軀殼暫時就當不屬我
麻木去受你 最後重擊一趟
怕什麼 我堅拒為情敵駁火
原來傷懂追我 不必去躲 ＊
或者他好得必須要炫耀
無奈我的劫後餘生都賠掉
寧願以後不見了
給你大我辱我累我害我話我問我一切事情
已了結清楚
我只想禱告看命運
還能想得出怎虧待我
傷口早已忘我 分開得夠清楚？
there's also the english version which i tot is nicer.
and i think some parts of the lyrics is quite touching.
but it seems that the lyrics doesnt really goes with the melody.
it sound like a chinese song forced into english.
but maybe that's due to the singer's voice.
dun think i'll post the video here.
but here's the url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5aQHYZvPkq4
and i check out 古巨基's 我自问again.
this time i watch the mtv together while listening.
and i changed my opinion abt the song.
the song is nice. and the lyrics is pretty good too.
i've no idea when i tot it's not nice the last time.
now i especially like the lines when he sing:
憑好心專心真心小心愛到你多放任
and
唯一懂忠心苦心不懂對你放膽去問
ok... off to iron my clothes...
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Peer Review
was chatting with uncle robson last nite and dunno how we ended up doing peer review for each other.
and we promised we'll not be offended by each other comments.
coz we want to hear the truth and only the truth mah.. hahaha..
but then uncle robson ah... dunno whether is he too nice or wad..
din really write anything shocking to me leh.
and he still say "too used to someone, very hard to find fault"
pengz... then how come i still wrote so much abt u??? :P
and then the things he wrote abt me,
i know it too.
he said i'm too naive, too trusting and give too much to ppl..
i'm cant say i'm not as he said coz that's who i am.
i suppose that's becoz i'm always in a very well protected environment.
imagine a life like this:
when young, stay at home and read storybooks. dun really watch tv. sit beside mother and watch her do work.
primary sch, no doubt went to a neighbourhood sch but before i knew it, went into the 'A' class where every kid is smart and study very hard. cant really get a bad influence from them rite?
sec sch, got into a girls sch. ppl there also very smart and study very hard. sch in amk but hardly go amk central to walk walk. after sch =go home. how bad can a child be there?
jc, one of the top jcs. again everyone is smart. plus the class got lots of indian scholars who are very very smart. everyone is a good student. the most bad we can go is to skip class and cross the road to the hawker center opposite to eat.
uni, everyone is smart and background almost the same. ppl i mixed with also sama sama like me. plus cca is go do comm service. how to meet bad ppl like that?
so i've never done anything real bad or meet with anyone real bad too.
i suppose that's y i am naive rite? i haven met with anything that will change my mind drastically. and when everyone i met with till now has been such good people, it'll be wrong not to trust them rite? how can i doubt people without any proof that they're bad? and when they're ppl so nice, i'll feel bad that i dun give my best to them. afterall, they're my friends. and if i want to help or do anything for anyone, i'll give all i can give.
so by the time i reach the real world, unless i'm super 'heng' till i continue to meet with very good ppl, i'll probably die in real world.
(the most jialet thing is, i actually know this will be my 下场. but i dunno how to change it. i think i can only try to gain experience as fast as possible after i got thrown into the real world. learn the tricks and fast fast dun let ppl trick me too many times.)
but anyway, uncle robson also say i form an impression of people very fast.
that's is so so so true lah!!!
and he also say once an impression is formed, it's very hard for me to change it.
that's another fact lah!
i knew this had been my problem since dunno when lah.
i knew! but dunno how to change.
can i blame it on my character?? for being 爱憎分明?
and then when the impression is formed, i tend to stay away from those whom i know i dun quite like lah. like that i dun interact with them. even harder to change my impression rite?
even though sometimes i may really form a wrong impression of them.
but there're cases which i did change my judgement for ppl from bad to good lah.
but not really one from good to bad.
let face it: when i think someone is good, even when there're times they do not so good stuff, i'll hold on to the impression that they have something good within them.
and maybe it's just me not wanting to admit i made the wrong judgement.
i hate to admit that i'm wrong. i have very thin skin.. :P
ok.... if anyone did manage to go thru the nonsensical chunks above,
well done!
even i dunno wat i'm reading. i think i'm trying to come out with excuses.
just let me sum up wat uncle robson think of me.
naive, too trusting, too giving, daydreamer, emotional and forms impression of ppl too fast.
all of it i agree. totally.
but uncle robson still got this last point:
i could have achieve more in life.
my view on this point is that i've under achieve.
but uncle robson win me in positive thinking this time. he felt that it means that there's more for development.
well, actually i know i can achieve more too.
but it's kind of a dilemma to me.
yes one hand i'll like to achieve more.
be ambitious, join lots of activities, get better results, work harder and gain more etc etc.
however, i want to be a 小女人too.
i dun want to be too smart, achieve too much, be too active or be the 女强人as uncle robson said i could be.
it's such a delicate balance isnt it?
i dun want to appear too 强悍in front of people,
but sometimes i feel that the situations forces me into it.
many times i just want to look stupid and let others take control.
but then when ppl shy away from responsibility i feel the need to come out and help.
dunno how,
slowly i just build up a reputation that i can get things done and ppl expects me to do it.
i think it's the problem with the character.
anyone got suggestions how i can change??
hahahaha.. if anyone want to do a peer review for me,
go ahead!
send me when u're done ok?
i'll appreciate learning from them. :)
and if u want me to do one for u also no problem! hee...
back from prof chan's first lecture this sem.
as usual, compared to other modules i've taken from him,
i fall asleep.
but woke up at the 2nd half of the lecture! hahaha..
tml's going to be a busy day...
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
and we promised we'll not be offended by each other comments.
coz we want to hear the truth and only the truth mah.. hahaha..
but then uncle robson ah... dunno whether is he too nice or wad..
din really write anything shocking to me leh.
and he still say "too used to someone, very hard to find fault"
pengz... then how come i still wrote so much abt u??? :P
and then the things he wrote abt me,
i know it too.
he said i'm too naive, too trusting and give too much to ppl..
i'm cant say i'm not as he said coz that's who i am.
i suppose that's becoz i'm always in a very well protected environment.
imagine a life like this:
when young, stay at home and read storybooks. dun really watch tv. sit beside mother and watch her do work.
primary sch, no doubt went to a neighbourhood sch but before i knew it, went into the 'A' class where every kid is smart and study very hard. cant really get a bad influence from them rite?
sec sch, got into a girls sch. ppl there also very smart and study very hard. sch in amk but hardly go amk central to walk walk. after sch =go home. how bad can a child be there?
jc, one of the top jcs. again everyone is smart. plus the class got lots of indian scholars who are very very smart. everyone is a good student. the most bad we can go is to skip class and cross the road to the hawker center opposite to eat.
uni, everyone is smart and background almost the same. ppl i mixed with also sama sama like me. plus cca is go do comm service. how to meet bad ppl like that?
so i've never done anything real bad or meet with anyone real bad too.
i suppose that's y i am naive rite? i haven met with anything that will change my mind drastically. and when everyone i met with till now has been such good people, it'll be wrong not to trust them rite? how can i doubt people without any proof that they're bad? and when they're ppl so nice, i'll feel bad that i dun give my best to them. afterall, they're my friends. and if i want to help or do anything for anyone, i'll give all i can give.
so by the time i reach the real world, unless i'm super 'heng' till i continue to meet with very good ppl, i'll probably die in real world.
(the most jialet thing is, i actually know this will be my 下场. but i dunno how to change it. i think i can only try to gain experience as fast as possible after i got thrown into the real world. learn the tricks and fast fast dun let ppl trick me too many times.)
but anyway, uncle robson also say i form an impression of people very fast.
that's is so so so true lah!!!
and he also say once an impression is formed, it's very hard for me to change it.
that's another fact lah!
i knew this had been my problem since dunno when lah.
i knew! but dunno how to change.
can i blame it on my character?? for being 爱憎分明?
and then when the impression is formed, i tend to stay away from those whom i know i dun quite like lah. like that i dun interact with them. even harder to change my impression rite?
even though sometimes i may really form a wrong impression of them.
but there're cases which i did change my judgement for ppl from bad to good lah.
but not really one from good to bad.
let face it: when i think someone is good, even when there're times they do not so good stuff, i'll hold on to the impression that they have something good within them.
and maybe it's just me not wanting to admit i made the wrong judgement.
i hate to admit that i'm wrong. i have very thin skin.. :P
ok.... if anyone did manage to go thru the nonsensical chunks above,
well done!
even i dunno wat i'm reading. i think i'm trying to come out with excuses.
just let me sum up wat uncle robson think of me.
naive, too trusting, too giving, daydreamer, emotional and forms impression of ppl too fast.
all of it i agree. totally.
but uncle robson still got this last point:
i could have achieve more in life.
my view on this point is that i've under achieve.
but uncle robson win me in positive thinking this time. he felt that it means that there's more for development.
well, actually i know i can achieve more too.
but it's kind of a dilemma to me.
yes one hand i'll like to achieve more.
be ambitious, join lots of activities, get better results, work harder and gain more etc etc.
however, i want to be a 小女人too.
i dun want to be too smart, achieve too much, be too active or be the 女强人as uncle robson said i could be.
it's such a delicate balance isnt it?
i dun want to appear too 强悍in front of people,
but sometimes i feel that the situations forces me into it.
many times i just want to look stupid and let others take control.
but then when ppl shy away from responsibility i feel the need to come out and help.
dunno how,
slowly i just build up a reputation that i can get things done and ppl expects me to do it.
i think it's the problem with the character.
anyone got suggestions how i can change??
hahahaha.. if anyone want to do a peer review for me,
go ahead!
send me when u're done ok?
i'll appreciate learning from them. :)
and if u want me to do one for u also no problem! hee...
back from prof chan's first lecture this sem.
as usual, compared to other modules i've taken from him,
i fall asleep.
but woke up at the 2nd half of the lecture! hahaha..
tml's going to be a busy day...
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
emotion cycle *updated
people's mood go up and down in cycle.
some shorter some longer.
i conclude mine to be moderately long.
so after 2-3days of moody-ness
i'm getting 'it' back.
got a really nice friend who once a while will come and kajiao me and make me laugh.
thanks!
and thanks for asking me to join u and ur friends to de-stress this sat.
too bad i've already got something on... :(
sometimes when u see someone else having what u dun have,
u start to envy and it really affects ur mood.
i guess that's what happen to me.
hahahaha.. but in life that's what happening all the times.
cant always get all the things i want isnt it?
and i think the lack of sleep is really haunting me.
hahaha.. went down to lab today to help out and the PHD student asked me if i'm very stress.
erm.. sort of ba.. i am stress but then still surviving lah.
it's just that i din have enough sleep so i looked rather zombie-fied.
:P
oh! and i cut my arm when i knocked against the table corner in the lab.. sobsob... pain pain!
hahaha... i visited uncle zenov's blog just now and look at wat i say in his comment:
this is so true! i cant agree more.. :)
i suppose i was counted in as one of thoses who confide in him. :P
anyway, i was reading one of the books i borrowed from biz library. (i haven return them yet.. :P)
and i saw this paragraph:
it's exactly wat was being mention yesterday during HR class.
but they were refering to workplace.
i felt that there's more to it.
this paragraph is actually very true in every people's life.
i suppose we can all treat ourself as service agents.
For my case i classify myself like this:
surface acting: to strangers
deep acting: to friends
expression of genuine emotion: to my family???
sometimes it's like there's so much acting involved that i dun really know what i'm feeling inside already.
so it's important to have emotional downfall for me.
it reminds me that i'm truely not feeling happy
and it let me take my time to build up my happy feelings.
i guess it serve more or less like a control switch.
so if one day i dun ever get sad or angry anymore,
it could mean the switch is spoilt! :O
by then i think wont even know what are my feelings already.
just a scary thought.
dun think it might really happen. :P
a fren told me to focus on happy thought.
so here's one:
I'M GOING TO JEFF CHANG'S CONCERT ON SATURDAY!
wee~~~ it's even better than going for prof palmer's hse for lunch this sat. :P
almost forgot! i'm still looking for this song! can only find the youtube version now..
anyone have the song please send me k! :)
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
*********************************************************************************
update on 2nd part of the day:
gardenia's banana walnut bread is really nice.
it's now doubling up as my snacks and meals.
and it smells good too! :)
i'm feeling absolutely de-stressed now that i've handed in my assignment for petroleum!
prof palmer is so nice! nv scold me. still smile smile with me.. heee.. :)
and then i think i finally realise wat was bothering no stop since sat.
after my conversation with cousin...
and guess wat cousin reply...
haiz.. if so easy i will be dancing in the clouds already...
hahahaha.. but anyway, when cousin tell me abt going off work with someone,
i find it really really sweet.
hahaha.. reminds me of the time during internship when i will look forward to lunch time and 下班时间...
time when i can see that someone too... :)
some shorter some longer.
i conclude mine to be moderately long.
so after 2-3days of moody-ness
i'm getting 'it' back.
got a really nice friend who once a while will come and kajiao me and make me laugh.
thanks!
and thanks for asking me to join u and ur friends to de-stress this sat.
too bad i've already got something on... :(
sometimes when u see someone else having what u dun have,
u start to envy and it really affects ur mood.
i guess that's what happen to me.
hahahaha.. but in life that's what happening all the times.
cant always get all the things i want isnt it?
and i think the lack of sleep is really haunting me.
hahaha.. went down to lab today to help out and the PHD student asked me if i'm very stress.
erm.. sort of ba.. i am stress but then still surviving lah.
it's just that i din have enough sleep so i looked rather zombie-fied.
:P
oh! and i cut my arm when i knocked against the table corner in the lab.. sobsob... pain pain!
hahaha... i visited uncle zenov's blog just now and look at wat i say in his comment:
whoever-concerned::: from my exp (as in, all the confidence (as in,
confiding in me) i had) with gals, they like MCP guys who juz ‘grab their hands
and say: so we’re together’, or grab them by the shoulders and start to la-she
(stir tongue, a.k.a french, a.k.a tongue-fight). haha…
this is so true! i cant agree more.. :)
i suppose i was counted in as one of thoses who confide in him. :P
anyway, i was reading one of the books i borrowed from biz library. (i haven return them yet.. :P)
and i saw this paragraph:
the display of expected emotions by service agents
during service encounters. It is performed through surface acting, deep acting,
or the expression of genuine emotion. Emotional labour may facilitate task
effectiveness and self-expression, but it also may... trigger emotive dissonance
and self-alienation.
it's exactly wat was being mention yesterday during HR class.
but they were refering to workplace.
i felt that there's more to it.
this paragraph is actually very true in every people's life.
i suppose we can all treat ourself as service agents.
For my case i classify myself like this:
surface acting: to strangers
deep acting: to friends
expression of genuine emotion: to my family???
sometimes it's like there's so much acting involved that i dun really know what i'm feeling inside already.
so it's important to have emotional downfall for me.
it reminds me that i'm truely not feeling happy
and it let me take my time to build up my happy feelings.
i guess it serve more or less like a control switch.
so if one day i dun ever get sad or angry anymore,
it could mean the switch is spoilt! :O
by then i think wont even know what are my feelings already.
just a scary thought.
dun think it might really happen. :P
a fren told me to focus on happy thought.
so here's one:
I'M GOING TO JEFF CHANG'S CONCERT ON SATURDAY!
wee~~~ it's even better than going for prof palmer's hse for lunch this sat. :P
almost forgot! i'm still looking for this song! can only find the youtube version now..
anyone have the song please send me k! :)
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
*********************************************************************************
update on 2nd part of the day:
gardenia's banana walnut bread is really nice.
it's now doubling up as my snacks and meals.
and it smells good too! :)
i'm feeling absolutely de-stressed now that i've handed in my assignment for petroleum!
prof palmer is so nice! nv scold me. still smile smile with me.. heee.. :)
and then i think i finally realise wat was bothering no stop since sat.
after my conversation with cousin...
giam:
coz i went out and smile at someone whom i dun realy want to go
out with, so it makes me sad
and wish i had went out with ZZ ZZZ instead
and guess wat cousin reply...
miao @ work : shitty day:
oh i see.... no wonder..
hmmm... then go out
with ZZ ZZZ this weekend lo
haiz.. if so easy i will be dancing in the clouds already...
hahahaha.. but anyway, when cousin tell me abt going off work with someone,
i find it really really sweet.
hahaha.. reminds me of the time during internship when i will look forward to lunch time and 下班时间...
time when i can see that someone too... :)
Monday, March 10, 2008
screwed up.
my schedule for the weekend was all screwed up.
din manage to complete the target i've set for myself.
didn't sleep last nite.
dun ask me why but i just sat at the table till it's morning.
think i procrastinate too much.
simply refused to type out my HR reflection paper even though i've already written it out on paper.
went to sch really early to print the paper out.
had lots of time so i went mac and bought a sausage macmuffin with egg for breakfast.
walked from engin thru art's lovers park to the classroom in biz.
the morning air was really fresh and it's nice taking a walk among the greens.
just came back from sch
i think i shld sleep but felt that the time could be used to do more stuff..
shall see how.
let me tidy up my stuff a little first.
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
din manage to complete the target i've set for myself.
didn't sleep last nite.
dun ask me why but i just sat at the table till it's morning.
think i procrastinate too much.
simply refused to type out my HR reflection paper even though i've already written it out on paper.
went to sch really early to print the paper out.
had lots of time so i went mac and bought a sausage macmuffin with egg for breakfast.
walked from engin thru art's lovers park to the classroom in biz.
the morning air was really fresh and it's nice taking a walk among the greens.
just came back from sch
i think i shld sleep but felt that the time could be used to do more stuff..
shall see how.
let me tidy up my stuff a little first.
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
Sunday, March 9, 2008
very random rumblings..
i say i'll update abt what happen on sat so here i am reporting.
and yes i know uncle robson is only interested in the orchard trip.
so i'll start with that.
uncle robson was right abt me not being able to stay awake after the flyer trip to complete the HR essay.
i had to do the essay on sat morning.
and of coz i din manage to complete it by the time i was suppose to leave the house for orchard.
and so... by 1pm i'm still at home.
so i was late for 1 full hour by the time i reached orchard.
felt really bad. but i really got no time..
we started walking and talking
and honestly i dunno how to shop like that lah.
din enter any shop at all. except kino coz i want to look at books.
then he tell me haven eat lunch yet so we went to eat lunch loh.
i wasnt hungry and my mind is still thinking how i'm going to complete the HR essay on time.
so while he's eating, i took out the notebook and continued writing.
it's very rude i know but i did ask for permission!
he say he dun mind one.
and we say bye bye after lunch.
so by 430 i'm happily on my way back to type out the completed HR essay and
thank God i upload it before CC screams at me. :)
the above is for uncle robson reading pleasure.
which also concluded the first half of my day.
then 7pm zhengling and her bf came to fetch me go for baoguan's bbq at Pasir Ris.
thank you to ZL and her bf!
but then felt a bit out of place coz most of them are seniors whom i dun really know well.
din want to stay till too late so i left together with the young ones.
lucky we all stay in the north. so they din mind sharing cab back with me.
so after this long long day.
i used up all my 笑容配额for both sat and sun.
today just not in the mood to smile at all.
it's tough smiling constantly for other ppl without the heart smile for them.
and today this song caught me.
F.I.R. - 需要你的爱
当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去
排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己
或许你
以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白
我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍
不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪
洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来
我需要你的爱
像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖
找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待 你的爱
我会等待(我会等待)
你将那些谎言把爱给活埋
我需要你的爱
听着信接近嘶喊的唱，
心突然很痛
我知道我不是你的谁
可是就算是朋友也会互相关心吧？
突然有点泄气
是不是每次都我主动，
所以你可以这样漠不关心？
也不是希望你天天的问候，
但是有时简单的一个“加油”，
可以吗？
我小小的希望有人疼
而且不希望你被被人比下去
为什么我连不高兴都表现的如此卑微？
因为心里很多闷气发泄不出
所以心情很不好。
sometimes i'm glad that i'm a girl.
coz we're entitled to mood swings.
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo (a lot)
and yes i know uncle robson is only interested in the orchard trip.
so i'll start with that.
uncle robson was right abt me not being able to stay awake after the flyer trip to complete the HR essay.
i had to do the essay on sat morning.
and of coz i din manage to complete it by the time i was suppose to leave the house for orchard.
and so... by 1pm i'm still at home.
so i was late for 1 full hour by the time i reached orchard.
felt really bad. but i really got no time..
we started walking and talking
and honestly i dunno how to shop like that lah.
din enter any shop at all. except kino coz i want to look at books.
then he tell me haven eat lunch yet so we went to eat lunch loh.
i wasnt hungry and my mind is still thinking how i'm going to complete the HR essay on time.
so while he's eating, i took out the notebook and continued writing.
it's very rude i know but i did ask for permission!
he say he dun mind one.
and we say bye bye after lunch.
so by 430 i'm happily on my way back to type out the completed HR essay and
thank God i upload it before CC screams at me. :)
the above is for uncle robson reading pleasure.
which also concluded the first half of my day.
then 7pm zhengling and her bf came to fetch me go for baoguan's bbq at Pasir Ris.
thank you to ZL and her bf!
but then felt a bit out of place coz most of them are seniors whom i dun really know well.
din want to stay till too late so i left together with the young ones.
lucky we all stay in the north. so they din mind sharing cab back with me.
so after this long long day.
i used up all my 笑容配额for both sat and sun.
today just not in the mood to smile at all.
it's tough smiling constantly for other ppl without the heart smile for them.
and today this song caught me.
F.I.R. - 需要你的爱
当你选择了云的距离
就这么自私做个决定
冲破天际飞去
排山倒海崩塌的回忆
也许无刻袭击我的心
痛得不能自己
或许你
以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白
我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍
不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪
洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来
我需要你的爱
像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖
找不到地方可以逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待 你的爱
我会等待(我会等待)
你将那些谎言把爱给活埋
我需要你的爱
听着信接近嘶喊的唱，
心突然很痛
我知道我不是你的谁
可是就算是朋友也会互相关心吧？
突然有点泄气
是不是每次都我主动，
所以你可以这样漠不关心？
也不是希望你天天的问候，
但是有时简单的一个“加油”，
可以吗？
我小小的希望有人疼
而且不希望你被被人比下去
为什么我连不高兴都表现的如此卑微？
因为心里很多闷气发泄不出
所以心情很不好。
sometimes i'm glad that i'm a girl.
coz we're entitled to mood swings.
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo (a lot)
Friday, March 7, 2008
Flyer!
i thought i would be called vampire for the post before.
but uncle robson call me wolf. :P
no idea why he seem to be against that post. hahaha.. i meant it in a really simple way leh.
uncle robson i suppose u imagine too much!
but ok lah... i shall keep my post today the usual kind which uncle robson can digest.
hahahaha...
(actually it's bcoz no topic to write abt liao. and if i write so long every nite, i will become zombie due to lack of sleep. hahaha.. )
* image intensive! dun bother if u dun like to see me. hahahaha..
let me start from friday nite. when i brought the camera to sch and took funny pics. hahahah..
had a sundae from mac and first time i realise that there's a hole inside!
i thought it looked kind of like a rose though.
this is so unfair! uncle zenov overtook me as uncle robson's bestest uni mate.
so he got a bottle of chicken essence!!! i also want! :P and see he so show off.. hmpf.. hahahah..
we're the 2 gilahs stand in the middle of the road waiting for either a1 or a2 to come. which ever come first, we dash across to that side of the road.
while waiting... we tried to take a pic with large tree in the middle. and this's our best shot!
hahaha.. i like coz my face look small inside. :P
finally the day to go take singapore flyer!!!
so here i am in my room trying to act pretty lah.. hahaha.. :P
we had to wait at the SRC bus stop.. i was bored and decided to try out the green filter in my computer.
like not much diff ah??
and we finally reached!
and i tried to take artistic shots.
but i know i lousy at it lah...
the full wheel!!! but then there's far too many trees i think..
and this's the logo! hahahaha.. got multi coloured lights somemore...
the inside. so blue! i think weyling will like it alot.. hahahaha..
my attempt to capture the sunset... but not very successful lah..
the whole trip wasnt as exciting as i thought it would be.
and looking at the sooo many couples walking around..
okok.. one last pic. to go with the sweet sweet talk...
wat do u want to comment this time??? :P
ur friend is a coloured wolf!
hmmm.. this post is too long le.. shall blog abt today's event tml then... :P
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
but uncle robson call me wolf. :P
no idea why he seem to be against that post. hahaha.. i meant it in a really simple way leh.
uncle robson i suppose u imagine too much!
but ok lah... i shall keep my post today the usual kind which uncle robson can digest.
hahahaha...
(actually it's bcoz no topic to write abt liao. and if i write so long every nite, i will become zombie due to lack of sleep. hahaha.. )
* image intensive! dun bother if u dun like to see me. hahahaha..
let me start from friday nite. when i brought the camera to sch and took funny pics. hahahah..
had a sundae from mac and first time i realise that there's a hole inside!
i thought it looked kind of like a rose though.
this is so unfair! uncle zenov overtook me as uncle robson's bestest uni mate.
so he got a bottle of chicken essence!!! i also want! :P and see he so show off.. hmpf.. hahahah..
we're the 2 gilahs stand in the middle of the road waiting for either a1 or a2 to come. which ever come first, we dash across to that side of the road.
while waiting... we tried to take a pic with large tree in the middle. and this's our best shot!
hahaha.. i like coz my face look small inside. :P
finally the day to go take singapore flyer!!!
so here i am in my room trying to act pretty lah.. hahaha.. :P
we had to wait at the SRC bus stop.. i was bored and decided to try out the green filter in my computer.
like not much diff ah??
and we finally reached!
and i tried to take artistic shots.
but i know i lousy at it lah...
the full wheel!!! but then there's far too many trees i think..
and this's the logo! hahahaha.. got multi coloured lights somemore...
i tot the sky looked pretty nice.
hahahaha.. my best shot of the capsule..
hahahaha.. my best shot of the capsule..
the inside. so blue! i think weyling will like it alot.. hahahaha..
and here are the construction site cranes! so many...
my attempt to capture the sunset... but not very successful lah..
i tried to take scenery pics from inside. but then the glass were quite dirty. (maybe they should invent some anti-markings glass..) and as the wheel is turning.. (ok.. 废话) so all my pics turn out blur lah...
the following are some of the clearer one lah..
ships ships ships!
my fav pic! uncle robson is very good at taking pictures!!! very 难得i look so sweet lah. :P
my fav pic! uncle robson is very good at taking pictures!!! very 难得i look so sweet lah. :P
we were almost at the top and the one in front of us got no one inside!
i shall end of with a scary pic of both me and uncle robson! hahahaha..
the whole trip wasnt as exciting as i thought it would be.
i guess i was spending too much time trying to take a nice pic instead of appreciating the views.
so really should go take it again for a better experience!
and looking at the sooo many couples walking around..
i think it would be really nice to go walk walk at that place.
make me want to spend a day and go walk walk with someone too... :)
okok.. one last pic. to go with the sweet sweet talk...
couple kissing with the wheel as background!
almost wanted to buy but it cost 60bucks!!! gosh...
hahaha... anyway, just to irk uncle robson's pure mind a little.
i read from channelnewsasia website that:
Doing dull chores could improve sex life, US experts say
hahahahaaha...
wat do u want to comment this time??? :P
ur friend is a coloured wolf!
but dun worry. not interested in u. too boney liao... bite le later my teeth drop. hahahahahah..
hmmm.. this post is too long le.. shall blog abt today's event tml then... :P
P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
i think it'll be nice to go on the flyer with u. :)
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