wat should i be feeling?

how do ppl get over the depressing things that their parents told them?

i went to watched cj7.
i suppose it must be really funny for some of the ppl in the theatre.
coz they were laughing really loudly.

but i end up tearing at the part when the child went home after knowing dad is dead.
and at that moment i actually thanked God that i din tell mom not to care about me anymore.
it's just a weird feeling.

on one hand i wish mom will just let me make my own decisions.
on the other i knew i should be listening to her cause she's almost always right.

but somehow, i dont mind making mistakes.
how could i learn if i dun fall once or twice?

but then if listening to my mom will stop me from making mistakes,
and dun let me hurt myself,
am i suppose to listen then?

i cant really decide.
but the thing that i know is,
this time i'll do as i wish.
even if it does hurt, i accept it willingly.
i only hope its impact wont be too strong.

anyway, i've watched 2 out of the 3 new year shows...
shall find a day to complete the series. haahaha..

but of coz the most most most look forward to movie of the year is still...
P.S I LOVE YOU!
Gosh... i was sooooooooooooooooooooo jealous when liyan told me she watched it already...
i also want to watch!

P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo