I'm only just a girl, standing in front a boy, asking him to love her...

quote from Notting Hill


Dear Da Shu,

I dunno when u'll be reading this, and how u'll react.
and I've thought of so many ways to say this to u, but nothing seems good.
So i'm just going to try my best.

I've fallen for u. This, i believe u knew for a long time.
and Well, if u're going to ask me what make me fall for u,
i guess this card sort of summarise it all. =)


(not sure if u can see the words. just click on it if u need a larger pic. )

I dunno if u get this kind of 'letter' often.
But what i do know is,
if i dun write it now, i probably wont find the courage to write it ever again.

Anyway, u said this year is going to be a year of change for me.
I couldn't agree more.
But i'll love to have u with me going through all the changes.
Cause if there's anyone who could remind me to keep my good qualities and change the bad ones,
it's you.
this pic from postsecret says it all. =)


And u once asked me if i'll snatch another girl's boyfriend.
After thinking really hard over it, i've finally made a difficult decision.
If it's for u, i will.
So if u have a girlfriend, tell me.
I'll condition my heart and mind to do it.

Anyway, I'm sorry we couldn't talked about this face to face.
I mean i would love to tell u in person all the things i've thought about.
But we just hardly meet up. And when we do, we had so little time.

Anyway, here comes the important question
that i've always being wanting to pop.






I hope i din scare u by being so bold. I'm not sure how guys react to such things also.
But do give me a reply. I really dun like things hanging in the air.


Love,
Xianhui =)


P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
I want to watch P.S. I Love You with u. can?



p.s.s.writing all this out certainly looked like an suicide attempt.
but i read somewhere that when people write love letters, they are certainly almost insane.
i think i am. coz the heart felt like it's being hang up really high.
kind of like during a rollercoaster ride, when u're at the highest point. just before it drop down real fast.

p.s.s.s. i wanted to write this in a funny manner but i guess my funny genes went on strike and i couldnt find any. i thought of using the plycard method from love actually, but my A4 drawing block got borrowed by my fren coz i scribbled ytd notes in it. but anyway my phone camera seem rather blur recently so i dun think i can take real nice pictures also. So had to do some last min picture creating with fireworks.

p.s.s.s.s. i turning long winded. =P