i thought i could brush it off.

i wish i could do more to help.

u two are together mths before i was even with bryan.
although mine din last.
i hope urs does.

one party is lost
but all i could tell the other party is
work harder ba. jia you!

sometimes gers just give out the wrong signals ba?
maybe it's just not so right to be friendly to everyone.
maybe there're just actions that should be exclusively for that someone...

it saddens me to hear other ppl's stories about how one loves the other more and the other just take it for granted.
breaks my heart even though it's someone elses life.

maybe i'm scared.
scared of experiencing the same feelings.

i sincerely hope that the lost sheep will find its way.
back to the original owner of coz.
pls dun be con into someone else's garden.

i dunno why. the feeling of wanting to cry just suddenly swells up.
and it wouldnt go away.
doesnt help that jon mclaughlin is singing "so close, so close and still so far" in the background.
i just wish everyone could be happy.

this immense amount of sadness needs somewhere to go.
it doesnt help that i know both of them quite well.
but there's simply nothing much i could do.
i cant direct anyone's life.

maybe wat i can say is:
treasure that person who's already with u before the new person came along.
both went through great transition period no doubt.
but afterall it's been so long already.
give each other a chance. dun let go so easily and so fast.

i dun want to be sad.
hate getting into situations that i cant help with.

anyway,
my nose has been really sensitive recently...
picking up the perfumes that ppl put on.
but none is the same as urs.

i want to get that perfume.
and spray it in the surrounding...
so even if u're not with me,
i can pretend it's ur presence around.

a good day turned bad.
maybe i shldnt be so affected by other ppl's affair.
but i just cant help it.

P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo
what's that perfume you wear?