nothing...

if i'm not born in Singapore,

i may be a gardener, construction worker, carpenter, painter, builder, baker, or anyone who work with two hands.

but because i'm born in Singapore,

i study to become an engineer.
i guess i cant be a craftman anymore. at least not doing it as a profession.

thought abt this when i was taking the bus yesterday. saw a tractor being transported by a long vehicle. and suddenly i've this urge to clean off all the mud on it. of coz i cant do that.. so i started thinking what i'll love to do if i'm in some faraway land...

weird... i know...

anyway, i finally went to d/l this song that someone who repeatedly told me about.

十面埋伏

闻说你时常在下午来这里寄信件
逢礼拜留连艺术展还是未间断
何以我来回巡逻遍仍然和你擦肩
还仍然在各自宇宙错过了春天

只差一点点即可以再会面
可惜偏偏刚刚擦过
十面埋伏过孤单感更赤裸

总差一点点先可以再会面
彷佛应该一早见过
但直行直过只差一个眼波将彼此错过
(但直行直过只等一个眼波)

迟两秒搭上地下铁能与你碰上么?
如提前十步入电梯谁又被错过?
和某某从来未预约为何能见更多?
全城来撞你但最后处处有险阻

轨迹改变角度交错
寂寞城市又再探戈
天空闪过灿烂花火
和你不再为爱奔波

总差一点点先可以再会面
悔不当初轻轻放过
现在惩罚我分手分错了么

分开一千天天天盼再会面
只怕使你先找到我
但直行直过天都帮你去躲
躲开不见我

someone told me that it's sad to not be able to meet the person after so much effort.
i, on the other hand, think it's becoz the person din try hard enough.
maybe subconsciencely he din want to meet her?
coz if u know that person will be going to a place, just wait at the right place long enough.
2hrs is not long. wait a day.
but that's provided u've got the heart to do so.

at least that's what i'll do.
if i've got the heart to meet the person.

it doesnt matter how long. i can wait at the gate for a day.
sounds very stupid. but seriously if u know that person for so long that makes u want to wait for him/her,u will know where is the right place to wait.
unless u din want to meet up.

deep inside u know... u will know the what, when, where, how, Who....

i just found out who will be my examiner for my FYP.
the person who the phd student warn me about.
the ask a lot of qns prof.
sounds like bad news. but i think i'll just face him as normal as possible.
the only thing i could do is to prepare myself well enough ba.
(now i really need to get my report done asap... )

going to have an interview tml.
an interview i cant prepare for.
with no available info on the agency.
i guess it's really just a chance to gain experience.
dunno to feel nervous or wad.
know even though i feel indifferent now...
by tml when i wait i'll probably be trying to bite my fingers off..
ok. guess i have to admit,
I AM NERVOUS...

P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo