Big fish - Small fish?

I've been thinking about this for quite sometime already...

Do i want to be a

BIG fish among the small fish
or
SMALL fish among the big fish???

now is the time when ppl around me are all discussing about what jobs to take when we graduate. and it makes me wonder where i'll be maybe in the next 10 to 20years...
uncle robson came back from an interview saying that interviewer expect that in 5 years time he will just be an independent working engineer. is it something that i wish for?

i use to imagine working for a company next time and make it my first and last job. so that would probably means working for around 20years?? now to think about it, it sound kind of foolish and naive rite?

haiz.. realise i'm not exactly saying what i'm thinking. blogging probably isnt the best place to rant.

anyway, on a happier note....
went for liyan's chalet bbq last nite!

feels really happy for her~ hahaha.. i'm just plain glad that she found such a good bf. hahaha..
well done joe!
lau dou seems like some kind of queen lah.. kept asking joe to do this and that. hahaha.. but then good old joe is always doing it nicely for her. and then as lau dou's friends we benefit also lah.. just sit and wait for food to come.. =P

looking at the two of them, i thought i'm suppose to envy lau dou.. but then it turn out another way instead... i'm just plain happy for her. =) it's kind of like you felt 安慰 that ur best friend has such a good person looking after her. and that u need not worry for her anymore. =)

anyway, another happy thing!

i just realise my favourite story: P.S. I Love You the movie is out!!!!
ahhhh... i'm so excited to watch it.. hahaha.. but then just dun quite understand why hilary swank as the lead actress... not that i dun like her.. but then somehow the feeling i get from reading the book is that the lead shld be some kind of 傻大姐image... hilary swank simply give me a feeling of too much 精明-ness... =P
but anyway, it's definitely the show that i'm going to catch! =)

P.S. ajeossi, boposshoyo