Grrrrrrrrreat~

Design project has for once come to an interval.
We finished our interim presentation!
hmmm.. got questioned quite a fair bit on our specifications and loadings.
but generally all is fine.

i'm really last minute coz i only got my part done this morning.
and was frantically(is it spell like this??) making last min change to our presentation to include more data.
hahahaha...

i was really short and 'sweet' and perhaps far to quick during my part for the presentation.
so fast i end that prof choo ask me if i'm presenting more parts later on... =P
but i think the steps are really redundant in the presentation lah.
since it's going to be cover in the following slides anyway.

our model has finally gone thru one COMPLETE design cycle!
quite happy over that coz at least all the steps ran.
so now all we have to do is to refine our model and double check using the same steps. =)

i seriously think that higher level electives are much much more interesting!
feeling very tempted to take Offshore Foundation next sem.
and maybe one more offshore module.
but that's really attempting to commit suicide rite?
with my lousy CAP, i cant afford to do such stuff le ba...
any advice from anyone???

quite happy that i'm finally going to have time to read thru my hydrodynamics notes.
and of coz there's still tutorial due next wk!
but lucky design project not so intensive liao...
i've got time i've got time i've got time!
yeah~

hmmm... i've been sms-ing quite a lot these 2 days....
beginning to find myself rather bad.
i hope i'm not misleading anyone as i certainly have no intention of doing that.
but of coz i might be thinking too much coz ppl might not think that way.
yet sometimes i wondering if the person is having wrong thoughts about it
coz from the replies it seem rather wrong sometimes.
and yet i'm not exactly doing anything to correct it.
or rather i just go along with the replies.
it's getting neither here nor there.
it's kind of like playing with fire.
just that this time i know i wont be burnt
but might possibly burnt others.

i think i'm just thinking too much.
my 6th sense dun work all the times anyway.
i'm just being overly sensitive.
yes! it must be the case. =)

anyway, i think i'm a complicated being.
when someonE ignore me, i hope to hear a reply somehow.
but when someone care too much about me, i just thought of escaping.

an excellent example will be today
when i took a long time to give a answer and someone asked me:
"you busy ah?"

somehow to me it just felt very wrong.
the feeling is totally not right.
it's weird.
and i just feel like i want to totally dissappear from someone.
but of coz i cant and wont be able to achieve that.
so i abort the idea.
hmmm... this just prove wat a weird person i am lah.

i dunno wat to say liao.
better sleep.