Friday, August 3, 2007

i'm still in sch....

你可以再继续拿刀捅我
多几刀就没知觉了吧

i realise the way for me to get over sadness
i just have to work really hard.
keep working and working and working
dun stop...
stop and i'll feel it coming.
f*** myself
since when had i been so lousy at controlling my emotions?

sometimes i wish i am not the person i appear to be
i wish i'm just terrible terrible horrible person

sometimes i think i hide things too well..
and i cant help to leave hints that i've hidden something

i think i'm going crazy
maybe i shld listen to yishan
let myself get hurt by more ppl
then maybe i wont feel that bad afterall

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