i hate being a suck up.
but i practise it everyday.
how can i not be a pro at it at work
when i had to use it to pacify my mom.
i just want to stay at home peacefully.
but if i have to continue being a suck up,
maybe it's better for me to stay out.
i dun care how,
but i must get a place to stay in sch when sch starts.
i'll get depression if i let her interfere even my sch stuff.