was reading one of my closest friend's blog just now....
she's not the kind who update often so i kind of check that place only once every half a yr??
saw 2 new post and then realise i'm kind of late..
both events she already told me b4 le..
but it's till i read what she wrote then did i really feel wat she was thinking then...
felt a little useless as a friend...
somehow i tot that i could have been more understanding, more...
maybe just think more for her than about myself ba...
i dunno why but her words always touched me.. make me feel that way i dun usually feel...
gives lots of 感触 i would say...
from wat she wrote, i finally felt the love she had for her bf... (seriously i've got doubts b4... )
and i also finally understood wat she felt when the other event happen... (i just hope her bf is giving her the support she need... )
i love this friend of mine much more than i could imagine myself giving...
i hurts me to read and know her pain... i rather my friend be cheerful with watever she writes.. but ya i know blogging is a place to let u vent out all ur frustration etc..
s0 i'll respect her decision to keep her blog a secret and stop myself from asking abt wat she wrote... (i discover her blog by chance anyway... )
maybe i just hope to be a much better friend to her...
know i haven really give her enough attention which she deserve from me lah...
sorry ger... i'll try my best to make up for it k...
love ya... =)
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