放火

i saw the JamX tees when i was packing my hall room...

and i thought....

i wish i could....

放一把火把它和它的回忆通通烧掉

just a lesson that took me so long to learn....

if u dun have the interest for it, dun do it...
dun make urself miserable enduring the process..

i guess i shld be honest...
i dun like jamX... the 1st time i join was bcoz i tot it was interesting and fresh...
but after being thru it... i just knew that it's not my cup of tea... but i do like being useful in the comm... 2nd time join is bcoz of him... bad idea to do that.. i din put in my heart... had minimum participation and i chose to take a step back and watch the rest do work... and i dun like the way the pd do things.. honestly, we just have crash of ideas lah... he say left i'll say right.. and i feel bad for pulling ppl into the project that i dun even feel passionate about...

but well, it's all over... it's an experience gain no matter wad...
but maybe when i look back, i'll blank out that part of my memory...