ireallywishigotsomeonetowhinetonow....
whyistherenosuchperson??
iwanttowhinewhinewhine...
lastnitedunnowhysuddenlyfeelverylow...hateithateit...actuallywrotethischankofthingsinchinesebutthiscomi'musingnowdoesntallowmetowriteinchinese.
ijustwonderifscarswilleverhealandgoawaymarkingsleftwillfade..there'slotsofqnsandmultipleanswers...butwhowantstodomcqswhenitcomestothiskindofsituations?hahaha..comingfromthepartythatdecidedtoendthewholethingitdoesntseemveryaptformetobewhiningisntit?umakethedecisionandusticktoit..theresnoroomforregretsoranyotherthingsurewaitingfor..sometimesithinkgersarecheapforbeggingsomeonetocomebackintourlife.thatssomethingi'vedonebeforeandimnotgoingtodoitagain.notagain.cozthefeelingsisalreadygoneandihateallthosecheapliesivebeentold.andthoseunfulfilledpromises.ifurenotgoingtoputineffort,duntryinthebeginning..dunsayuwanttotrywhenudunmeanit...idunnoyisuddenlywhineaboutu,maybecozigotnothingtowhineaboutactually..hahaha...sunddenlyfeelsbetterwhininghere...

iwanttogetlost...lostamongaseaofppl...maybeindiawillbeagoodplacetodothat??wasstaringatmymsnpicandrealiseitsagateitookinindia...looksreallyniceinthescreen...theskyisclear..thegatestandingonitsowngivemeasafefeeling...hmmm...iknowwhyiwanttowhinele...idunfeelsafe..needsomesecurity...butanywayitwillbenicebeenlostinindia..icansortofimaginemyselfwalkinginaswampofpp..pplwhomidunnoatall...hahaha...justdunremindmeofthesafetyprecautionillneedtotaketodaredosuchacts..itsalwaysnicertoimaginethingsinurmind...

hmmm... i'm finally done with my whinning... i'll be amaze if anyone actually read and understand wat crap i'm writting... time to go back to studying water quiz...
but i still want to go out!!!!! hahahaha...